I’m back…well I never really left..

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soooo, it’s been awhile. I’m always around this site…like a few times a week actually. Just most of the time I’m too lazy to sign in. When I do sign in I’m too lazy to make comments and stuff…so I’ll start doing that. But anyway…I’ll try to sum up what’s been happening to me…

Games
While I was gone I usually just played Trickster and Maplestory. I didn’t really play much of both. I made a level 71 night walker, and then stopped MS. I played Trickster until second job advancement which is 50. So that’s about it for that. I’ve played some PS3…mainly NBA 2k11 or Black Ops. It’s eh. I’m not really into gaming that much at all anymore.

TV/Anime
Never was really into anime that much. I used to be when I was younger. But I watch Tosh.0…which is my favorite show probably at the moment. IT’S ALSO SHARK WEEK YESSSS. I used to watch a bunch of other things my girlfriend made me watch, but not anymore. That’s a different thing I’ll start to explain later..

Sports
I’ve been playing a lot of basketball lately. I’m on a travel team, we travel out of state and stuff…I’m playing in a summer league & yeah.. My high school is on of the best in the state of New Jersey..(top 15). If any of you follow basketball we have St. Anthony’s (#1 team in the nation, produced hundreds of D1 recruits), St Pat’s (#2 in the nation?), St Benedicts, and yeah..
Summer
School for me starts on September 9th. Pretty late it seems, everyone else is starting a lot earlier..but hey, I don’t have any problems. But anyway, while I was gone, I had another girlfriend. She was actually pretty cool and was a lot different. I was more comfortable around her than any of my other girlfriends and everything. She was different. But she was always mad trippin about going on dates and everything. She would give me a hard time and everything. I would ask “Are you sure you’re ready for a relationship?” And she insisted that she was. Well, another month passed and everything. So last week we got into fights like everyday. And then she decides she’s going to try and end it (the fights were 100% her fault, I’ll admit when I’m wrong). But then she backs out. I go to her “go ahead and dump me” and she said “I don’t want to” and then I answered, “Then don’t?” She finally said “Okay I won’t…”

Now, remember this: This was two days before we broke up.

The next day she’s acting all funny and stuff…I ask her questions about our relationship and how she feels about me and she answers “Idk…” So at this point I’m fed up, and I go to end it. I called her up and was like “I can’t take this anymore, what point is there in this anymore? This isn’t going anywhere…” and then that’s where she completely changed. She’s like “nooo I’m sorry I was just confused”

I thought everything was okay…I ended up not doing it..I’m weak lol.

So a day passed…and then the next day I realize I just gotta end this. It’s not going anywhere at all…So I go to her “I don’t know about us anymore.” and she answered “Same..”

And I was like “I think we should break up.”

“Are you sure..?”
“Yeah I’m sure…you’re just not ready…this isn’t going anywhere.”

And then it ended. I realllllllllllllllly didn’t want it to end. So five days passed since that. It’s bothering me, but not that much…but I mean like, I cared about her and stuff. But ever since we broke up she has been ignoring me sometimes and everything. Like literally a day passed and she said she “moved on to someone else.” Her best friend is like bashing me and everything.

It’s not like I just broke up with her, she agreed with me. And it seems like she doesn’t care the slightest bit. When we first broke up she told me she was happy and sad and everything.

EDIT:

I forgot to say, TWO DAYS AFTER..not one, my bad. Her best friend told me she moved on. So I just asked her myself. And she said “Idk.” And then I said to her “I moved on too just tell me blahblah” and she said “Yeah I moved on to blahblah.”

But then the next day she tells me she didn’t move on but still continues to trip

zomg. kbye

So I’m confused.

Sorry if you couldn’t follow that lol

I pretty much summed it up

3 Comments

darkness 2 August 2011 Reply

Least I’m not the only one who’s confused.

Nass 2 August 2011 Reply

uhhh….sorry, what?

lahdeedah2 3 August 2011 Reply

Idek…I just sorta let it all out and published it without even reading over it…and I still haven’t read over it…don’t plan to either. lol

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