Oh, God has a sick sense of humor.

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Two blogs in a row? Preposterous you say? I think not.
This time, I am fucking pissed
You all remember my last blog…
The rage that has gone through me to write all those blogs..
Multiply that by 10000, and you have what I am now.
This will be very short.

Wanna know the story? Fuck, I don't care if you want to know or not, you're gonna listen.

Badminton. It was okay. Sally came today, so it was kind of a plus.
Went through the day, thought that I would just try to make it to the badminton game.
We played badminton, me and my friend Danny kicked ass. Won 4/4 games.
We dicked around for a few minutes after the games, and I got a piece of disturbing news.

Remember Danny? Annoying Korean supremacist that has very little care for the feelings of others?
Yeah, Sally fell for him.

My heart sank for a moment. Then, it went into overdrive.
I walked calmly to the nearest place where no one could see me, and bashed the living FUCK out of that shit.

I mean, what the fuck?
How could anyone fall for that piece of fucking shit? Calling him a person would be an insult to humanity, and just plain rude!
FUCKING HELL.
Worst part is that the feelings fucking mutual.

Now… I have fucking NOTHING.

I'm not exaggerating.
NOTHING.
My parents are un-supportive of everything I do, my "friends" are a joke, I have nothing to look forward to, and now this fucking shit? I feel like murdering something!

Fuck..

God has an incredibly sick sense of humor. Sticking me on this planet, making my existence a fucking joke.
FUCK.

I need to cool off..

21 Comments

David 16 April 2009 Reply

I was gonna post my blog but now.. O_O

Lithium 16 April 2009 Reply

Oh, how fucking ironic. She’s telling me that she sees I’m mad.

Chameleon 16 April 2009 Reply

Well, did you let her know why?

And don’t hang out with these “friends,” if they’re really that shitty (not being sarcastic). It’s only gonna hurt you. .__.;

DarkDragoon 16 April 2009 Reply

Well you just earned a sticker
:/
hey it’s only middle school(?) in high skoo it all koo more peeps to dick around with

Ganzicus 16 April 2009 Reply
Chameleon said: And don’t hang out with these “friends,” if they’re really that shitty (not being sarcastic). It’s only gonna hurt you. .__.;

Quoted for emphasis.

Pirkid 16 April 2009 Reply

Lithium, it’s going to look like utter hell now.
High school, you have no idea how much things change. You can shape your own future, parents or not. Get a job and distract your self. Get a driver’s license and feel free. Find new people, talk to us, play games, have fun with your life. This drama is completely unnecessary for you right now, or ever.

Sally, well, I would rather place no comment on her for your own sake.

SilverFx 16 April 2009 Reply

Yeah. It’s not like you’ll have horrible days forever. (*mutter*Youngsters. Always thinking it’s the end of the world*mutter*.) Being sad and frustrated is normal, but don’t make yourself excessively miserable/angry/sad over people who don’t even know or care if you are miserable. You’re the only one that’s at the losing end here.

Get a hobby, something you are good at and enjoy doing independently. Whatever Pirkid said. So many other things to do.

Vicelin 16 April 2009 Reply

Ok, here goes my sappy personal experience story. When I was in middle school, I had this HUGE crush on a guy named Ian, who I sat behind in orchestra. I crushed for like, two years. In eighth grade, one of my best friends, Rachel, told me that she would help me confess to him. I said that I was way too shy to do it, so she offered to tell him for me, and I agreed. The next day she came to me and told me that he didn’t share my feelings. I was pathetically heartbroken. I think I cried for an entire day. And then you know what happened? A week later, Rachel is dating Ian. For some reason, I honestly didn’t care. I did my best to get over Ian and let them date peacefully. And I did get over him. When we started high school, they broke up. Three years later, in junior year, he told me he liked me. And I was like…”LOL! THIS IS SOME FUNNY SHIT!” and we haven’t spoken since 🙂

Thought that might cheer you up. Hope it did. And like Sil said, it’s not like you’ll have horrible days forever.

SirPainsalot 16 April 2009 Reply

Don’t fall for it!
Don’t fall for the drama!
The fact that you’re getting pissed of in Middle School drama is… pretty bad. You’ve seen nothing until you’ve seen High School.
All I can say is, stay away from the signs of drama; Bad “friends” and crushes/girlfriends. Friends that seem bad are ones that you simply ignore. Crushes are ticking time bombs, but you just don’t know it. You pass it to someone, even a good friend, and BAM. 10 other people know and you’re embaressed.
Middle School and High School relationships are ones you should ignore, or ELSE!

Heed my warning for if you act like this to a crush, you won’t imagine the anger you’ll get in a High School relationship break up.
Also, you might want a punching bag of some sort. A strong one though, or else it will break.

Take a break from your stresses and relax for one moment.

Realize that curse words won’t make a difference.

Also realize that drama isn’t the end of the world for you. Your existence has meaning, you’re just thinking that because Sally doesn’t love you and loves the Korean kid. Ignore it. If Sally doesn’t like you, oh well. Not like you will die because of it. Not like you won’t have meaning in the way you live. I hope you see the point I’m trying to get across here.

I hope this helps you Jon, or else I’m of no use… @_@
And yes, I’m good for these types of stuff. 😛

AznRiceFan 16 April 2009 Reply

There are six billion people on this planet. Do you think God really cares about one measly human like you? Don’t be so selfish. He’s got bigger things to busy himself with–what with African American presidents, pirates, Mexican gangsters–do you think He really cares what’s going on with you? You feel powerless and you blame God. Rather, if you don’t like feeling powerless, you should get power. Control. Over what? Your life. It’s your own, go on ahead, you’re in full control of what you do. Results are consequences of actions. That’s all. You do one thing, you get this thing. You do another, you get that. That’s how life works, buddy. Don’t blame God.

By the way, Sally is a stupid bitch. If she’s that blind and irrational, she’s that blind and irrational in a relationship. Women are irrational. People are irrational. That’s why you’re pissed. You’re being irrational and unreasonable. Nobody told you to be irrational and unreasonable like a middle school drama queen. Come on, middle school? Maybe high school, but middle school? You’re not gonna remember this when you’re an adult. But you’re free to be blind and irrational until you do. ‘Cause then you’ll be a blind and irrational adult grieving over some stupid girl you knew in middle school.

Middle school romances are for horny prepubescent teens.

David 16 April 2009 Reply
AznRiceFan said: There are six billion people on this planet. Do you think God really cares about one measly human like you? Don’t be so selfish. He’s got bigger things to busy himself with–what with African American presidents, pirates, Mexican gangsters–do you think He really cares what’s going on with you? You feel powerless and you blame God. Rather, if you don’t like feeling powerless, you should get power. Control. Over what? Your life. It’s your own, go on ahead, you’re in full control of what you do. Results are consequences of actions. That’s all. You do one thing, you get this thing. You do another, you get that. That’s how life works, buddy. Don’t blame God.

By the way, Sally is a stupid bitch. If she’s that blind and irrational, she’s that blind and irrational in a relationship. Women are irrational. People are irrational. That’s why you’re pissed. You’re being irrational and unreasonable. Nobody told you to be irrational and unreasonable like a middle school drama queen. Come on, middle school? Maybe high school, but middle school? You’re not gonna remember this when you’re an adult. But you’re free to be blind and irrational until you do. ‘Cause then you’ll be a blind and irrational adult grieving over some stupid girl you knew in middle school.

Middle school romances are for horny prepubescent teens.

That.

Aaron 16 April 2009 Reply

Although these comments may seem rash, they are true. It’s not the end of the world as you know it, if they don’t care about your feelings then why are they your friends? If they were actually your friends, they would take your feelings into consideration.

David 16 April 2009 Reply
Aaron said: Although these comments may seem rash, they are true. It’s not the end of the world as you know it, if they don’t care about your feelings then why are they your friends? If they were actually your friends, they would take your feelings into consideration.

WOAH, he typed this on his iPod touch people. Feel the power.

spygirl57 16 April 2009 Reply

Alright, you have to stop with the violence and the cursing. It’ll just make this worse.
First, you should stop liking Sally.
Second, pretend you never had anything to do with your “friends”. At least they’ll know their being idiots.
Third, do something to get your mind off of her and your “friends”. Blogging is good, because your letting it out to SOMEBODY or SOMETHING at least.
Sally is so NOT worth it!

Vicelin 16 April 2009 Reply
spygirl57 said: Alright, you have to stop with the violence and the cursing. It’ll just make this worse.
First, you should stop liking Sally.
Second, pretend you never had anything to do with your “friends”. At least they’ll know their being idiots.
Third, do something to get your mind off of her and your “friends”. Blogging is good, because your letting it out to SOMEBODY or SOMETHING at least.
Sally is so NOT worth it!

This.

Quang 16 April 2009 Reply

I don’t recall much drama in middle school, but like others said, there’s definitely way more drama later on in high school..There’s sex, drugs, alhohol, hell knows what. Regardless of my ignorance of your situation, just calm down. School drama isn’t the end of the world.

spygirl57 16 April 2009 Reply

Drama at school is merely another way of life saying, “I’m a bitch.”
Things will come and go but the things that truly matter will stay. :/

Gujju 16 April 2009 Reply

I will let you know. Middle school romance is not even the worst of it. Be happy your not in foster care with a step dad who molests you (Yeah. I knew kids like that T.T)
Don’t get so worked up about some dumb girl. If she is dumb enough to fall for some jackass, then she clearly isnt someone you want to be around with. I think you should street clear of any dating type of relationships in middle school. That is my personal opinion. Why? They dont freaking last. Maybe some do, but for the most part, you are not going to end up marrying someone you dated when you were 13. Middle school should be about having fun before the REAL shyt starts. Dick around all you want, and try not to worry about that cute girl over there. Because in a few years, there will be one hotter than her in your high school (Lol i sound like a dude. But Thats what i think).
Channel this anger of yours into something productive. Do something to distract yourself until at one point you realize how stupid this shyt really was. I have seen girls and guys wreck themselves over the opposite sex in middle, and then look back at themselves years later and ask “Why was such an idiot?”

Just remember. Its not forever. Its going to get worse, but then it will better.

David 16 April 2009 Reply
Gujju said: Just remember. Its not forever. Its going to get worse, but then it will better.

Lolol, I went: It’s darkest before the dawn. lolol.

Blackboy0 17 April 2009 Reply

Listen to Gujju. Middle School was a major shitfest for me. I had it worse than you sometimes, and I went to a fucking Private School. High school gets better, (some) people more mature, and the drama starts to drop, usually. Gr. 9 and 10 were good for me, but the drugs & alcohol hit at 11 & 12.

Yah but dude… Don’t kill yourself because of some girl when your 13. I did the same, and I hate myself for it. Wait ’til your older to start dating people and all the relationship shit. It’s not worth it at 13.

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