Inches from Murder

I stared down at my hands, they were covered in red. Blood. I've always been an aggressive fellow, with males. Females…I wouldn't hit one. Ever.
That's how I used to think anyway.

To spare you from the long story. Let's just say she pushed the wrong buttons. So I reacted.

Monster? No, not really. She got what she deserved in my eyes.

I ran my hands under the faucet. Cold water washed the redness away. And I was normal again. Like nothing ever happened.
She was still breathing, still, I should move her somewhere.
I grabbed her legs and pulled.

I shot up into a sitting position, a dream. Another messed up dream. I've been having a lot of those lately. Like just the night before, I came home from work (all in my dream) and my wife was there to greet me. After we sat down to eat, she began to morph. Into an animal I've never seen before in my life. It was like a tiger with wings and insect antennas.
Panicking, I grabbed my plate and threw it at her…it…whatever. She let it hit her, and extended her claws.

I had no chance of escape. So I was raked into pieces.

Weird huh?

Being sober is so…

I have way too much free time is summer. If I'm not sleeping or on MapleStory. I'm just sitting there listening to music on my iPod. Seriously.
I don't even do anything, I just changed tracks and sit there.

*Sigh* I still have most of my stuff though (like my grinder,lighter, pack of rolling papers etc..) Just not my bag, which I threw away.
I didn't want to throw them away because I paid for them (iCheap)

But yeah, when I'm alone or when my mom isn't home, I feel like grabbing them, rolling myself a J and just giving myself a couch locker.
(that's when you feel so lazy, you don't wanna get up. Good if it's just you, just place food nearby.)

But no, I'm trying to stay strong.

I need a fucking hobby.

Summer

So far, when I'm outside at least, summer's been treating me good.

My science final (mini rant)

Okay so like 2 days ago I had my Science final (AKA MY LAST EXAM.)
Since I'm in Applied (like more technical shit, less book studying, more projects) I had to learn how technical objects work. And what types of links there are, mechanical properties etc…

Easy shit. But on top of that, I had to learn about all the body systems, their functions, components, how they're all linked and various illnesses.

Easy shit too.

Then I had to learn about vaccinations. Just general info on that.

Aight.

So I show up to my exam, there's 4 parts. I did 1 and 2 easy.
Then I hit 3. About vaccinations. Then I see numbers. Big numbers.

Then I see the word "Calculate."

What. The. Fuck.

No one told me I needed a calculator?! So I tried figuring them out myself. Who am I kidding, I can't do Math for shit.

Now I was getting mad. All this shit for nothing. No way in hell I'm failing this.

k skip this one. Move onto part 4.

Guess what, you needed the calculations from part 3.

Really?

So just a quick shout out to my school board. And my Science teacher.
FUCK YOU YOU MOTHER FUCKER! YOU HAPPY? YOUR FUCKING SHITTY ASS EXAM KICKED MY ASS TO THE CURB. I GUESS YOU'LL BE SEEING MY ASS IN SUMMER SCHOOL HUH? FUCK YOU FOR NOT MENTIONING THE CALCULATOR. FUCK YOU FOR PUTTING ME THROUGH YOUR SHITTY PROGRAM.

k I'm done.

I saw a girl's abs today

On my facebook news feed. There's a girl I know who does gymnastics. Like she's been doing it all her life.
Now she has abs. Like Tarheel sized abs.

I arm wrestled her once. ALMOST lost. But my stamina and big ego didn't let me down.

Still, I'm kinda scared of her now, like guys, she could probably kick my ass now

🙁

~Nass