Pen & Paper

Sometimes I wish I had a pen and a notepad on me at all times, just so I can write down everything throughout the day. It’d kinda help my blogs out.

I had a whole thing about school here….but after I typed it, I wasn’t proud of it. I re-read this part like 10 times.
Then the answer came to me.

1 year and 2 months left of High School.

Problem solved.

Still gearing up for that rave

Yeah, I’m going to be going to one. When? I still have no idea, probably in April.
Chrispy played in Montreal last Saturday.

I would have given my left nut and then some to go see.But I had other plans (see last blog) that day so I don’t feel too bad.

Apparently he got so wasted, he puked his brains out during/after (running on rumors here) his set.
And then on top of that, after his set his jacket got stolen. It had his passport in it & shit. He got it back eventually, but man that’s crazy lol.

Here’s a video of when Mt.Eden came a few months back. Didn’t really interest me enough because I wasn’t into Mt.Eden as much as I am now (fuck..).

Live fast, die young.
Always wondered how young people who lived by this died. If they even died at all.
Maybe I’m not making any sense.

But I agree with that saying, you know, do everything (and everyone lulzzz) while you’re young. Live with no regrets and try everything…twice. I think mine’s more like “Live fast,die young, but not too young cuz that would suck.”

I dunno, I like partying, and I got a love-hate relationship with getting really intoxicated.

It’s pretty cool because when I decide to attend a house party for example;
My anxiety kicks into high gear, and i usually get really nervous/excited, or have a panic attack. But once I get there, and I see how much fun everything is, that’s where being on something (alcohol,weed etc..)
Helps me home in on certain objectives, sure I’m being a little dependent on drugs to have a good time. But I can have fun without them,and sometimes it’s nice.

But shit, sometimes the phrase “Everything’s better on drugs.” Couldn’t be more right.
I like only having to worry about who I’m dancing with, how hungry/thirsty I am & about how many other people are as messed up as I am.

I dunno, I’m just fucking rambling.

In fact this whole thing was just me typing. I just thought I should post a new blog.

~Nass