Alone on a Friday Night

So I’m sitting here all by myself feelin’ all lonely and shit, so I decided to swing by here for a bit.

So what’s up with me lately?

Well, I got into all the colleges I applied for, so that made me happy.
(I’m going into a Marketing program for those who give a shit)
Sometimes I just look at my acceptance letters and smile. Just thinking about getting out of high school at this point gets me excited. I mean, not so much the idea of writing papers and shit…but you get the point.
I mean just changing my scenery. Going to school downtown, being in the city where all the action really is, hopefully meeting a shitload of cool new people…even shaking off a few old ones (not good friends obviously, just people I don’t see myself maintaining a good friendship after we leave.)
All that stuff sounds amazing right about now..

Fucking 2 months and a week left of school.
Sometimes I stop myself and ask “Is this really happening?”
Cheesy yes, but so true. My 5 years of high school went by faster than I expected. Like I still remember showing up to high school in 7th grade…and ironically having the exact same feelings I do now 😛

Still, gonna miss the high school simple life man. Some good times where had, actually, many good times were had lol.
And I believe I actually won something in the Grad Survey. You that shit they put in the yearbook that’s like “Most likely to succeed” and such. Yeah,that,
They just said they needed my picture for it, so I let em take it. Forgot to ask what I won since I’m stupid but some people said I’m in the running for “Class Clown”, so that’s cool lol.

Yeah, that’s pretty much school in a nutshell for now.

Grad Ball (A,K,A. Prom)

So I’m planning to go with my friends. You know, maybe renting out a hotel room, getting a limo, tons of alcohol, the works.
The original goal was to just roll with the crew, get super drunk for after-prom and fuck shit up, but no one can decide what we should do lol
Some things were to hit up a rave, which may be hard because it’s going to be a Wednesday night.
Another was to rent out a venue with like 50+ other people and party there
Another was to go downtown and see what we can find
Another was hit up a house party.
I’m,personally going for the house party, because I haven’t gone to one in so long (too many raves now) and especially after seeing Project X twice, I’m craving one.

Another issue was if I should get a date or not. I mean I don’t wanna be those guys that get a date, then ignore their friends the whole night because they’re too busy with some girl. At the same time, there’s a girl I have in mind, that I feel could keep up with my crew and I really like her a lot and stuff.
I dunno.

Speaking of which though, I had a scary moment the other day.
So I’m walking around talking to my friend, when this girl comes up to me and she’s like “Are you going to prom?”
So I was like “Yeah. You?”
Then she looked deep into my eyes and said “Do you want to go to prom with me?”
I froze. I just stared and her for a good period of time, then I just chuckled and was like “Wut?”
(Jesus, I’ve been writing this blog for like over an hour now)
Then she repeated herself, and i was like “Shit, what do I say?”
Now, it’s not like I don’t like this girl. She’s pretty chill, but I don’t think I’d want to hit up prom with her y’know?
So I was like “Uhhhhhh…”
Then she was like “I’ll ask ya later dude!” Then she smacked my ass (something she does to people a lot) and left.
I was still standing there (rubbing my ass cuz it hurt) like “Shit, what am I supposed to say in situations like that?”

And that’s pretty much my blog.
Now I’m going to watch Requiem For A Dream and get all depressed and wonder why I do drugs then tell myself I’m gonna stop then be like nah fuck that.

~Nass