I sincerely hope that this isn't farewell.

Ok my mom just gone completely bonkers and she just stormed out of the house to… Do some termination.

I'm typing pretty calm about this when I really should be hopping mad, right? Right?

Surprisingly, no. I feel, uhh, beyond anger, though not in the EVEN MORE ANGRY THAN ANGRY kinda way. Beyond anger is chilling detachment.

We got into a massive argument over a very trivial matter. So my mom decided that I'm getting very lazy and that I should go for a gym. So, okay, she signed me up and paid a lot of money. Tbh I'm not indifferent to it, maybe getting into a gym will bring me some good changes.

Ok, about a month ago, she cut off my internet. I've gotten relatively used to it by now and that's why I'm not hopping mad. At least, it's easy to get used to because now, in the holidays, I've got tons of school activities and camps and things so it wasn't too much of a blow.

If you read my fragment, the method of execution was this: She took a scissors, and, when I wasn't around, cut the modem cables.

Since then I've been, like, completely obeying my mom. I started to take things in a detached kind of way, that's how I did it.

Finally, I had my friend to buy me the appropriate cables after saving up, and here I am. But only while my mom's out. Out to take away some of what makes my life.

Okay, back to what happened. Two Sundays ago I was in sword class, and during freeplay my friend sniped my fingers. And he wasn't exactly the most gentle guy.

So there's no way I can go for gym with the bad fingers… Okay, fine, I can go for the treadmill and use my left hand instead for the other machines, but really,the past week has been jam packed with camps and full day school activities and everything and I'm like, too bushed to go for gym.

The last event ended yesterday. So today my mom wanted me to go. At any cost.

At any cost.

First she yelled. I could take that.

Second she physically dragged. I could resist.

Third, she threw out my stuff. Somehow she managed to conclude that the reason why I wasn't going for gym was because of the other activities I take. Things like music, digipainting… And swordsmanship. So that's the things she threw out. Although I stopped her from throwing out the cello and overturning my computer, she threw out my entire period kit, my phone, my bag and my books. And messed up my entire bedroom.

My phone's battery flew out and is still missing so no crazy pics not that I'd have the time.

We're now in her fourth stupid act, and that is, storming out of the house. You know, when all else fails, you gotta act on your threat, right? Yeah. She threatened to stop all my activities not related to school.

Maybe she'll actually do it this time.

But just in case, I'd like to tell ya'll that I still remember you and maybe it'll be another long period of time before we meet once more.

This won't be adieu forever, I promise, but maybe for a long time.

See ya'll then, and sorry for not checking out the other blogs first, gotta make sure I finish this before she gets back.