I Eat Ice Cream Alone

I had the day to myself today. It was nice for the most part. All I did was run around getting my shit together with this Day Care business. Turns out my little girl starts Day Care this Monday. I'm so proud and scared at the same time. This will be the first time that I'll be away from her for more than four hours. I hope she doesn't give those caretakers hell. Zoe can be a hellion when dealt with in a negative way. She scream and bites and scratches if she's annoyed but other than that then whole damn neighborhood thinks she's a perfect little angel. And they're right… for the most part.

My hubby's out too. So I'm home alone eating an Ice Cream Sandwich, Neapolitan (if your wondering). So I've been on the computer for fifteen (15) minutes and I've been thinking. Should I write fanfics again I mean I have time when my daughter's sleeping and my hubby's out the house. But I'll start working soon so I really started to think would I really have time to dedicate to my writing again? Sure on poetry.com I wrote a poem or two but it was out of boredom and every single time I try to work on a bigger project, like make hair ribbons and tutus for adults and children I'm always bothered because my hubby wants to go out and my daughter takes little cat naps. And I refuse to loose sleep to do what I really want to do so my little online boutique of ribbons and tutus are on hold until I make some time to dedicate to my project.

But I guess writing fanfics are a different matter. Well for me, all I have to do is type what my brain is storming and go with the flow until I think it's finished. Go back and revise everything. Double check for errors. Read it one last time. Make a final revision. And there you have it. A story. Lol. Well it's not always like that but you get the drift.

I'm so lucky that I even have time to eat my delicious Neapolitan Ice Cream Sandwich. Oh damn it's half way finished 🙁

Hah! I just noticed the charcters and word count. And I've been writing this blog for a solid minute. Goes to show you where my head really is. LOL.

Looking back on everything, I've been thinking. I would rather be a novelist, a poet, or a cop. I'm not really old so who's to say I can't be all those things at once. Shit, that means I have to been in school for a very very very long time. It doesn't bother me. I'm a nerd at heart, I don't mind sticking my head in the books for a couple of years. That's not to say that I love learning. I just like learning new stuff. 😀 Plus I get to drive a cop car and not hit one this time! (Reference to a previous blog).

My Ice Cream's almost gone 🙁

Well, if I started to write another fanfic, this being my 7th one. I think I have a sole purpose about it. A topic if you will. A Comedic Tragedy. Wow, I have the first few chapters thought of already I just have to form it into words and make it interesting to you guys, that is if I have time.

Oh crap… It's all gone TT____TT

No more Ice Cream.