Qotw- You're Fuct Up

AYE.

tell you about my friend, or at least, used to be my friend, Blossom.

we met each other in 9th grade, 3 years ago. we were new, we were nobodies. so and so, we became close friends. we walk home together, we hang out together, we hang out with the same group together. we basically did everything together. we may not be as large as we are now, but within our circle of friends, we were like the duo. she was my best friend.

aye, shes my neighbor too.

our connection soured in junior year.
we both got into dance, we both left the previous group and was in the dancers group. one guy began to date this girl, and broke up. blossom began to date this guy, both broke up and the group was eventually disbanded by social awkwardness. i hate that, but thats how a group of friends die. thats the problem and sorta the reason.

she made out with friend-J. Friend-H and i saw them and caught them. they were making out in the hallway. i told friend-H to go from the other side and distract them while i hide behind a pillar. he distracted them and i ran silently to the pillar.

blossom said, "ok, fuck max, you and friend-J go to him first and i'll come back later. tell him that im at my locker and you two were just hanging out"
friend-H said, "oh.. ok"

while they were walking back, they saw where i left my shoes, which i left there by mistake.

what did blossom say? "hmph, throw it in the trash"

you know what, thinking back makes me wanna bitch slap her more. ANYWAY. i appeared. "oh shit" was written all over her face.
what did i do? i forgave her. stupidest shit ive ever done.

"ok guys, please dont tell anybody what we did please pelase please."
im like ok. i mean like for seriously, i didn't say a word.

Next day..

"thanks max, for telling sunny about everything."
OKAY, OKAY, PAUSE
first of all, although i know who Sunny is, but i had NEVER talked to her before and she only talks to friend-H and blossom. so i do not see the connection between me and sunny.

a month later she began to date friend-H. yeah.

yeah.

yeah.

yeah.

okay.

she thought i was jealous. i wasnt. she has a nice body, but her face is BLEEEEEEEEEHHH.
but. i admit that i was lonely.
i ate lunch by myself, i walked home by myself, i was alone.

our connection was fading. however..
last month, prom afterparty. we went (separately, but i saw her there). i drank with friends, danced and grinded with girls, i had a good time. i was sorta tired of dancing because theres this girl i was grinding with was sweaty like fuck and her sweat was all over my shirt. so i sat down with a friend and talked about life. as we were about to sit down, i see blossom making out with a dark-skinned guy in my grade.

i'm like, okay.

moments later, a sophomore girl pulled me into the dancefloor to dance with her. yeah. awesome woohoo. again, i got tired and went to get a drink from the bar. on my way there, i passed by blossom… making out with this white guy in my grade. i can understand what people do when they're drunk, but i know, for a fact, that blossom does not drink. and shes leaving her hickey marks lol.

im like, okay.

little did i know that bars do not serve guys, only to girls i stood there for like 10 minutes like a retard waiting to order a shot. eventually, a friend got me a drink. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh cheers! gulp. i placed the glass down and went back to the dance floor. beside the dancefloor, theres this really really really bright colored sofas, so that caught my eye for like 2 seconds. and that 2 seconds is where i saw blossom making out with this tall senior white guy. foreplay too.

im like, … okay.

forgot to mention. the day before that, she was holding hands with friend-H

as of now, i see her as an instant-whore. ive been really really bothered by this. i mean, i wont be bothered if she was a bitch as a start. otherwise i wouldnt give a shit. but because we were close friends since three years ago and now that three years of friendship just ended, its a really big impact on me. ive been bitchin about this for four full months.

what changed my mind about her is that, even tho this is like an internet thing, she untagged herself from photos that she and i were in together on facebook. and she deleted our wall-to-wall. and she talks shit about me to the group of friends that we used to always hang out with.

aye, fuck you, neighbor.