-Sigh-
So today we had a science fair.
Normally, I would be fine with this, but we had to sit through 3 HOURS of little kids coming to us and explaining shit… but here's the thing. We had almost no visual presentation, so barely anyone came. It was boring as HELL. Finally, I got up and said "I'll be back, you guys just wait here" to my partners, and wandered off.
This is where it gets ugly.
I then walk over to the exhibit of the girl who I have a crush on, to see that she's wearing the jacket of one of my best friends. At this point I'm thinking
"Okay, that bastard must die.", but then I rationalize the situation and think it through for a while. So after a long time of consideration, I decided to do the sensible thing.
I decided to bash my fist into a wall where no one was looking. My other friend walked in on me as a fucking destroyed that wall. I made a dent a centimeter deep. Then I calmed down a bit. By then my friend knew I was pissed and dragged me out of there. By then, I went to the washroom to wash my hand of all the skin that had peeled off from my rage. I went back to my exhibit, and by partners knew I was pissed, and didn't want to get in my way (Pussies). I started walking around again, really pissed off. I asked to borrow my friend's stress toy, and she gave it to me.
I fucking throttled that thing. It was first a man with a smile on it's face, kinda like the iron giant. He was yellow, and by the time I was through with him, his arm had ripped off, and there were several cracks in his appendages. I returned it to her and she freaked. "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!"
I effectively neutered him is what I did.
Then my other good friend noticed I was pissed, and sat me down for a heart-to-heart moment. She asked me what was wrong, and I explained it to her. She asked me if I wanted her to do something about it, I said no. Being the good friend she is however(I'm not being sarcastic), she went and asked my friend anyway. She told me that he gave another girl his jacket, and then she put the jacket on the girl I like. I was a little less pissed, and decided to wander around again.
After the Science fair, we helped clean up. We were putting tables away, and I tanked a 60 pound table by myself. It was very heavy. X_X I had to go up stairs, but sooo TOTALLY worth it. We cleaned up, I went home, and hopped on my computer.
I'm talking to her right now, and apparently, she already knows I like her. I found out through another friend. I don't know what I should do next. I've never been one to wave the white flag of surrender, but I don't think I have a choice.. I got a very disturbing message from my other other friend the other day. I wouldn't have minded it so much, but the way she delivered it was just fucking rude.
Her:"Hey Jon, Sally told me to tell you that she knows you like her, and she doesn't want you to ask her out."
Jon:"Shit."
Her:"Oh, by the way, wouldn't Sally and Alex look SOOO good together?!"
Jon:"…What the fuck?"
Seriously, how fucking rude can you be? How inconsiderate of other people's feelings that you would say something like that in front of someone else?
Stupid bitch.
Okay, I'm done for now.
20 Comments
What an ass.
Erm. *pats?*
…I never had these kinds of drama when I was younger. Am I supposed to feel normal? >_>
But do stop hurting yourself. D:
Just ignore your other other friend. Some people are arseholes like that.
Wtf, and here I thought you were a nerd, but now you tell me you’re into girls? Atta boy.
lol @ cheeze
And wtf man, chill the fuck out. Destroying school property isn’t nice!
-oblivious to your girl problem-
Just don’t stop Believing
maybe the girl was lying..o.o
I’ll be honest with you.
Never trust anyone. People you never would have dreamed were backstabbers, are.
Talk to Sally yourself. If she’s on your level, then great. If not, it’ll make it easier to know she isn’t and therefore you can move onwards with your life. No sense wasting skin cells.
You might want to ask Sally yourself instead of…believing the third party…
Sounds good.
I normally wouldn’t listen to other people’s opinion very often, but I know I can trust you guys.
Jon:”Shit.”
Her:”Oh, by the way, wouldn’t Sally and Alex look SOOO good together?!”
Jon:”…What the fuck?”
Ignore that. NEVER listen to another person telling you something, no matter how “close” they are to anther person. Talk to the girl you like, not to her “best friends”. For all they know she’s been crushing on your for years.
If you ask her friends, or your friends, about it, they will probably tell you something that they heard from somebody who heard from somebody who heard from a rumor that the girls’s best friend started. It’s just better to ignore everything they say about her. It’ll stop a lot of pain.
By the way, if anyone’s interested, here’s what my hand looks like now.
Aw ..
I’m sorry about her but…
don’t believe what your other other friend said because they could have been lying just to make you mad or they are just bad people.
You should still go after Sally and if she seems like shes avoiding you, make sure you let her know you want to talk about it.
Don’t hurt yourself over a girl though! Seriously, thats the worst thing you can do. Its not very attractive to girls. 😛 😀
Good luck talking to her. 🙂
Oh, yea, and you might want to start controlling that anger now, learning to focus it and release it in a less physical form. My dad failed to do that, and we have several large cracks, dents, and holes on doors and in walls all around the house because of his need to beat the crap out of things whenever he gets mad. No one feels like shoveling out money to have the doors replaced or get the walls patched up. So every time my friends come over, I have to explain how I ended up with what looks like small crater on my door. Awkwardness ensues. Plz think of the childrens.
Why don’t you get him a punching bag?
Girls have cooties.
+ It’s k dood. I know the wall-punching feeling.
You should see my house.
Rawfl.
My bro punched the balcony door once. It was made of glass.
Was, being the keyword. It’s broken now. >_>
All this talk of punching makes me want to punch something…
Or atleast, watch a video of someone punching something.
You know it was going to happen.
dump that horribly rude friend!
I’m going with Blackboy here.