Did I tell you I loved you today?

So I’m at school right now, waiting for my last class today to start.

As you can see I’m suuuuper bored.

Just passing by to say hi since activity has really gone down again.

How are you guys anyway?
I’m doing okay I guess. I’m taking 8 classes this semester, and just 4 days in I’m starting to feel the pressure already.
I’m trying my best to stay grounded and punctual, y’know, hanging in there; but shit it’s really hard.

I’ve pretty much given up partying for now. I’m too poor to go anywhere atm, and since I’m not working, I doubt that’s gonna change anytime soon. Only events I even consider (but never end up going to) are free concerts/shows because….it’s free. So yeah there’s that.

I’m also starting to go through that “lonely” phase again. (Single people will get me on this one)
You know that phase where you’re just like “I really want a boyfriend/girlfriend goddamit. Someone who’s into the same shit I’m into. Someone I can actually have a relationship with.” And then you look at other couples and get really jealous, and for some reason you’re more aware of couples around you in your daily life.
Hell, I was even jealous of my mom the other day when she was talking about this guy she’s interested in.
As time goes on, you start to even hate on people who are “more attractive” than you. Then you just start to hate on everyone who’s happy.

Yeah. That’s how I feel some days. It’s not that I’m depressed, I’m just….jealous.

Did I tell you guys that I loved you today? <3

~Nass